You must confess that you are a sinner to be saved, and He will cleanse you FROM ALL UNRIGHTEOUSNESS. Free from the sin that binds you and keeps you from true freedom in Christ. He can supernaturally change your heart from that of a stone heart toward Him to that of a heart of flesh and that longs to serve Him where you will find true happiness and peace beyond all understanding. Not an easy road for we all will suffer for His name sake. But He is faithful and promises to be with all of us through all hard times and the good times. Turn your heart to Christ while you still have time!